so the time has finally come. tom has convinced me this is the moment of a lifetime. there will be fifty thousand people at the stadium later today and this is our chance make a big boom. hehe. finally i feel special. i will make an impact that everyone will know about. they will be so jealous of me and the best part is that tom said i can take all the credit. i dont know why he is being so friendly all of a sudden. me, a backpack, and courage is all i need he told me that. i have that i said. i said you better believe me tommy boy because its going to be bloody ugly out there. but ugly in a beautiful sort of way.