tom told me to write here what I feel like. i feel great. tom said that there is no such things as feelings and i asked him why he yells to much and he said he wants to kill me. i dont like tom. he tells me that if i dont do things he will rip me into tiny pieces. i told tom i though a girl was pretty and he said if i ever said something like that again he would kill me. why is he so mad at me. i think he might be a ruler of people's spirits. he wont allow mine to rise with me. he has it under control and says that it is better that way. im scared. he must be trying to get to me to do something. i see him in strangers eyes. he fills the black part. im off to see the devil